Do ya'll know what it's like to be truly happy??..I think I have found true happiness. I always thought I was the type of person who could be happy where I was. I like myself, I like my family, so why shouldn't I be happy wherever I was?? But it wasn't the case. I was miserable. I knew that God loved me, and I loved him, and I knew that my family loved me, and I knew I loved them also. But I would find myself not wanting to get out of bed. I wouldn't want to clean, and we'd all be living in filth. Sure, people thought I was happy. But I wasn't. I knew it, my hubby knew it. and do you know what I realized? I am a product of my environment. I can walk around playing the perfect together pastor's wife all I want...but unless I'm in a great town, with great people, and great friends to hang with on a regular basis, I am miserable.
I love this town
I love these new friends
I love waking up in the morning
I love keeping my house clean
I love cooking good, nutritious food for my family
I love my children...and don't get upset with the baby cries all night long
I love that God brought us to this place where my husband is loved
I am know truly happy.
and the only thing that would make me happier is a good strong pot of coffee, I think I'll go make one. and maybe tonight some Sangria?? Whadyasay girls? Join me?