Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde
I HA-HATE fighting with Mr. Knightly.
Because he can be such an A$@Hole.
Most of the time I would tell you that I am married to a really caring, thoughtful, nice guy.
But when we fight, he flips on me. And I mean he FLIPS.
Uh.... temper tantrum, anyone?
I understand that married people fight and argue with each other.
I get it..... Oh BOY do I get it.
Do married people find themselves thinking, "How much longer can I stand this?", very often?
Because I find myself thinking that a lot lately.
"How much longer can this go on?"
"Do I even like this guy anymore?"
"Can two people like us stay married?"
Yep. Those are the questions that go through my head with every fight that we have.
We fight about once or twice a month. But when we fight, they are usually big ones.
And by "big", I mean shouting.
I guess at this point I am most worried about the thoughts that go through my head after the shouting has stopped. I used to be worried about the fighting. But now I am worried about the fact that my thoughts usually end with the following:
"I just don't think we can make it."
Maybe we can make it.
But what if we can't?
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